feeling sad...vexed...confuse..."fan"...lonely... every "suay" things have came to mi! why!!! arughz...
*first can't find my ideal job...
*find a job tat with gd location but pay sux!
*slacked at home for a month...
*didn't pay hp bill for 2 months...
*lent $400 from dear to give my mum...
*GSS onli can see can't buy...
*shower foam finished, masks dun have lia0, everything tat i need finished using le...
ALL I NEED IS MONEY!!! arughx... =/
already feel so bad, always take $$ from dear... yet here come a REMINDER LETTER...
n0t from Singtel, starhub or M1... is from OCBC... haix! it $212.56... MUST pay by 17 of JUNE... where the hell i've such amt of money... d0tx...
kinda of regret n0t paying tat time when i've some $$... it to0 late... this month dear already forked $400 for mi le... i can't expected him to pay for mi again... wat the hell wan mi to d0!
mi already br0ke until keep my breakfast every morning... trying not to waste $$ by eating cup noodles!!! (sick of it man! fark~) dun let my hunger let mi have the chance to waste $$... wait for dear for dinner... tat always late at nite 9 plus... haix... this is why i'm getting FAT! damm it... wh0 to blame... IT MI IT MI!
didn't went town to l0ok for winnie... why? c0s my transport kill mi!!! i've to top up every week...listen it week! wh0 pay my transport fee? and it dear again~ can't imagine if i dun have dear... i'll be at home for a month depending on my MUM...
why can't i jus settle down at OCBC... why can't i jus throw my pride & hurt continue staying at Khatib branch and let them torture mi!!! why can't i jus give in & let them accused watever they like... W.H.Y??? o.0"
knoe wat? still intend to meet my gers for nite outing...winnie jio mi g0 chiong... happily accepted her... but money wise... jus thinking tat can lend abit frm mum or my bro... return them later... haix... i had to hold back everything & reject them...
anyway, I'm SORRY gers.... esp winnie.... =(
~problems tat can be solved by money, it is not a problem! --> quoted by Dear
~no MONEY is a big problem... --> quoted by m0i
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